sbneko:

madithefreckled:

#long post #madi problems

Sorry this was more of just a cathartic thing I drew out because I feel like there’s so much I’d like to draw but I have no ideas really. I have stories in my head but I can’t seem to go any further than where I’m already at with them and I feel so stuck. I’m pressuring myself rather than enjoying myself and I miss that. I want to have a story of my own I’m so enamored with that I’ll draw comics of it in my sketchbook for hours and hours until it’s 3am and I have to stop. I want a story I feel confident about again. I just want to draw and the only one who’s stopping me is myself and I can’t seem to get over it just yet. 

Oh gosh, this hits me hard because I have so many of the same feelings. 

I’ve changed, in good ways and bad, but I feel like I’ve lost something. It’s not that I don’t enjoy what I do now, it’s not that I dislike my art, and I know others enjoy it. But there’s something missing…life, creativity. People will tell me it’s there, but you’ll see the differences in yourself much more clearly, and I know how I was as a kid, others don’t. I’ve been like this for a while. 

But I know I’ll be able to fix it in time if I keep at it, that sure keeps me going. 

One thing, for sure, is that I need to draw more. Not do too much, it’s good for me that I’ve learned not to draw as much. But just, more. Even simple images, but give life to my characters, not have them standing around. 

This is exactly how I feel, too. I need to find what I think is missing. 

Reblogged from mochaspar

Updating my pricelist to reflect current offerings and (*mutter*) terms of service. Please note, prices have not changed (with the exception of Portrait addons, as the portrait featured has an example of costume/complicated armor.) However, my offerings have changed. It has come to my attention that there is an expectation of my digital painting. Due to recent developments, I will no longer be offering sketches or linework with flat color. I’m sorry for any inconvenience this may cause. 
edit: Mochaspar (Thank You!) brought to my attention a bit in paypal’s own TOS, so I’ve just updated my prices to reflect my cost of doing business. (It’s still the same price. Don’t worry.)

Updating my pricelist to reflect current offerings and (*mutter*) terms of service. Please note, prices have not changed (with the exception of Portrait addons, as the portrait featured has an example of costume/complicated armor.) However, my offerings have changed. It has come to my attention that there is an expectation of my digital painting. Due to recent developments, I will no longer be offering sketches or linework with flat color. I’m sorry for any inconvenience this may cause. 

edit: Mochaspar (Thank You!) brought to my attention a bit in paypal’s own TOS, so I’ve just updated my prices to reflect my cost of doing business. (It’s still the same price. Don’t worry.)